here comes that moment where i dread again. check ups and bills. gonna have to visit the Ob-Gyn next week. and still havent pick my hospital. KPJ or Pantai?
If i was in KL, this would be a problem cos i already have my Gynae. and my mom is no longer alive and i didnt know which gynae she went to last time. have been asking around and they say that Dr Min Min in Pantai is really good. But i have been a very loyal patient of KPJ.
Maybe its time to change, eh?
This reminds me that Adrian's PCV jab is due. Another horror. Another sleepless nights. I seriously hate jabs. Why do they have to suffer the babies. Poor babies.
Saturday, January 12, 2013
note
bloody hell for the love of god. dear eyes, will you please just shut and go to sleep.
guess im having that guilt of not working out today. yeah im that weird. i get obsessive when im into something. will u please just kill me now for my exaggeration!
anyhow, this post is for me to note that MY BOY TOOK HIS BABY STEP TODAY (110113) at about 10pm. yeah im forgetful like that, should have jot it down in the previous post.
my brain just fail me after delivery. making me depressed every time i cant find my stuffs. its just plain annoying i tell u.
ok i should really throw my iphone aside. its taking a toll on me. or maybe i should rant more? yay? nay?
ok. NAY! im going to bed. son gonna wake up soon and im gonna be so cranky tomorrow, adrian's not gonna like it!
sometimes i just love talking to myself here hahaha cos nobody reads my blog muahahahah
GOOD NIGHT IPOH! xx
guess im having that guilt of not working out today. yeah im that weird. i get obsessive when im into something. will u please just kill me now for my exaggeration!
anyhow, this post is for me to note that MY BOY TOOK HIS BABY STEP TODAY (110113) at about 10pm. yeah im forgetful like that, should have jot it down in the previous post.
my brain just fail me after delivery. making me depressed every time i cant find my stuffs. its just plain annoying i tell u.
ok i should really throw my iphone aside. its taking a toll on me. or maybe i should rant more? yay? nay?
ok. NAY! im going to bed. son gonna wake up soon and im gonna be so cranky tomorrow, adrian's not gonna like it!
sometimes i just love talking to myself here hahaha cos nobody reads my blog muahahahah
GOOD NIGHT IPOH! xx
Friday, January 11, 2013
Night rants
got tickets for MLM tonight but for the love of Adrian we sacrifice it. and also hubs and i are not fond of such events.
so its just me, hubs and adrian :) happy life indeed. sadly, big daddy is down with flu. he slept early and adrian is as usual sleeps at 10pm. they left me alone wondering the night away.
which made me think of a conversation i had with a friend earlier today. family planning. she thinks that its good to have small gaps between sibling. like a year gap. whereby i think the least should be 3 years. while she agrees with me along the way but there are sentences that came out from her that says she doesnt agree with me.
well, of course i have my reasons. first of all, i wanna be able to spend as much time with my first born and to be able to see him grow for the first one year and to participate along with him. i know if i were to get pregnant too fast. i would be tired and i cant be able to spend as much time as i did now.
secondly, i want to make sure that adrian is well inform on the situation of having another sibling. i need to make sure that he understands the term of having a little bro/ sis. this can only be done when he is older than 1 year of cos.then he can become a good example to the little ones.
third, it all comes back to cost. we need time to breath. re-calculate our financial situation and babies do cost a lot.
there are other reasons but these are the main points. i dont know about others but i surely thinks my uterus needs a break too.
that is just my point of view. others may vary,no?
for now i shall just enjoy my time with adrian. there's no need to judge or compare, ay? every family has their own definition on family planning. i shall stick to mine :)
above all, if god were to give me another baby. i would be glad. i can only plan my future. its up to him to make it a reality. as they all say, i can only plan, but it would never have happened without the divine intervention ;)
and everday i thank god that im blessed with such a adorable, cute, smart little boy. he now completes me. i have never been happier.
thank you Allah for your blessings.
so its just me, hubs and adrian :) happy life indeed. sadly, big daddy is down with flu. he slept early and adrian is as usual sleeps at 10pm. they left me alone wondering the night away.
which made me think of a conversation i had with a friend earlier today. family planning. she thinks that its good to have small gaps between sibling. like a year gap. whereby i think the least should be 3 years. while she agrees with me along the way but there are sentences that came out from her that says she doesnt agree with me.
well, of course i have my reasons. first of all, i wanna be able to spend as much time with my first born and to be able to see him grow for the first one year and to participate along with him. i know if i were to get pregnant too fast. i would be tired and i cant be able to spend as much time as i did now.
secondly, i want to make sure that adrian is well inform on the situation of having another sibling. i need to make sure that he understands the term of having a little bro/ sis. this can only be done when he is older than 1 year of cos.then he can become a good example to the little ones.
third, it all comes back to cost. we need time to breath. re-calculate our financial situation and babies do cost a lot.
there are other reasons but these are the main points. i dont know about others but i surely thinks my uterus needs a break too.
that is just my point of view. others may vary,no?
for now i shall just enjoy my time with adrian. there's no need to judge or compare, ay? every family has their own definition on family planning. i shall stick to mine :)
above all, if god were to give me another baby. i would be glad. i can only plan my future. its up to him to make it a reality. as they all say, i can only plan, but it would never have happened without the divine intervention ;)
and everday i thank god that im blessed with such a adorable, cute, smart little boy. he now completes me. i have never been happier.
thank you Allah for your blessings.
Monday, January 7, 2013
20kgs off the body..
As you all know, when i was carrying Adrian, i was 85kg. As soon as i delivered him, i shed 10kg ( water,blood,the baby etc). i was stucked at 75kg for almost 3 months when i finally managed to go down to 71kg. Then, the number on scale never moved. despite my dieting and exercising. ( was running on treadmill at this point and cutting off half of my rice portion)
then came Ramadhan 2011, that i told myself, i need to do something to lose this baby fat. i vowed to stop eating rice. LOL. well it worked. for the whole month with no rice, no junk food, no sugary drinks with only house chores. i shed 10kg. Yes believe it or not. i was 61kg during raya. Motivated by the weight loss. i started exercising. Jillian Michaels workouts, Jeannette Jenkins. You can find their DVDs in Speedy. IT WORKED. I am now 55kg and still counting :)
Training is just 30%. Food is 70% my friends. Dont waste your hardwork on bad food. and as u workout, do take supplements. I have taken Hydroxycut Hardcore( during gym days, way before Adrian. Yeap i've started long ago but never really focus into it), Hydroxycut Advance, Whey Protein, and my current obsession, L-Carnitine ( getting this next week).
However, the best supplements is still your will power ;)
Just calculated my fat percentage 2 days ago and its 22.4% (fitness level) this has make me even more motivated to continue cos i know its working. It takes weeks even months for you to see the results but when u do, it totally paid off.
and please, focus on fat loss instead of weight loss. the number on the scale means nothing. I'm not an expert but go on and google the difference.
Usually this will be my workout time while adrian is asleep but today im so fucking sore from the exercise i did 2 days ago. Maybe tonight.
gotta go now, little boy woke up and giving me a stare. Lol
p.s: oh btw im selling the supplements with cheaper price than GNC. WAY CHEAPER than GNC. Let me know if you're interested.
<3
then came Ramadhan 2011, that i told myself, i need to do something to lose this baby fat. i vowed to stop eating rice. LOL. well it worked. for the whole month with no rice, no junk food, no sugary drinks with only house chores. i shed 10kg. Yes believe it or not. i was 61kg during raya. Motivated by the weight loss. i started exercising. Jillian Michaels workouts, Jeannette Jenkins. You can find their DVDs in Speedy. IT WORKED. I am now 55kg and still counting :)
Training is just 30%. Food is 70% my friends. Dont waste your hardwork on bad food. and as u workout, do take supplements. I have taken Hydroxycut Hardcore( during gym days, way before Adrian. Yeap i've started long ago but never really focus into it), Hydroxycut Advance, Whey Protein, and my current obsession, L-Carnitine ( getting this next week).
However, the best supplements is still your will power ;)
Just calculated my fat percentage 2 days ago and its 22.4% (fitness level) this has make me even more motivated to continue cos i know its working. It takes weeks even months for you to see the results but when u do, it totally paid off.
and please, focus on fat loss instead of weight loss. the number on the scale means nothing. I'm not an expert but go on and google the difference.
Usually this will be my workout time while adrian is asleep but today im so fucking sore from the exercise i did 2 days ago. Maybe tonight.
gotta go now, little boy woke up and giving me a stare. Lol
p.s: oh btw im selling the supplements with cheaper price than GNC. WAY CHEAPER than GNC. Let me know if you're interested.
<3
Hello January :)
Its January 2013. ahh how time flies. adrian has grown so much since the last time i posted here. little boy is 1 year 1 month already.
To sum up my 2012. It has been a very emotional year for me. but i managed to get back up and face it. became a mom, wife, daughter in law. well thats not easy especially if it involves daily politics.
anyways, we just got back from Singapore for our year end trip. Traveling is so difficult with kids. Messy i mean but in the same time exciting. But adrian is too little to appreciate all these. Had a super great time with hubs and Adrian. the downside, is that lil boy caught up with a very high fever on our last day there.
even after we came back to Ipoh fever was still there. 3 times of visit to specialist clinics, he finally got better and now gotta deal with the rashes called roseola. it happens when the fever go away abruptly.
Not a good start for twentythirteen.
but other than that, life's been good. Planning for a surprise trip for hubs 27th birthday. This time is all about sand and beach :)
I really wanna visit Bali again but hubs says its a third world country, not safe to travel with babies. Aye, aye Captain. whatever you say.
ok next post will be about my weight loss and fat loss challenge ;)
( its free time today, Adrian being an angel taking his nap hehehe)
To sum up my 2012. It has been a very emotional year for me. but i managed to get back up and face it. became a mom, wife, daughter in law. well thats not easy especially if it involves daily politics.
anyways, we just got back from Singapore for our year end trip. Traveling is so difficult with kids. Messy i mean but in the same time exciting. But adrian is too little to appreciate all these. Had a super great time with hubs and Adrian. the downside, is that lil boy caught up with a very high fever on our last day there.
even after we came back to Ipoh fever was still there. 3 times of visit to specialist clinics, he finally got better and now gotta deal with the rashes called roseola. it happens when the fever go away abruptly.
Not a good start for twentythirteen.
but other than that, life's been good. Planning for a surprise trip for hubs 27th birthday. This time is all about sand and beach :)
I really wanna visit Bali again but hubs says its a third world country, not safe to travel with babies. Aye, aye Captain. whatever you say.
ok next post will be about my weight loss and fat loss challenge ;)
( its free time today, Adrian being an angel taking his nap hehehe)
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Its a wrap,2012!
one year has passed by. twentytwelve has thought me a lot about responsibilities, priorities, family, and love. i learnt to grow up and stand on my own feet in just one year. that, im proud of myself. all thanks to my ever supportive, loving, caring and patience husband. without him i wouldnt achieve all that.
decided to wrap twentytwelve in our neighboring country, singapore. all i can tell is that, its good to travel to the first world country but it will also cost a hole in your wallet ;)
the experience was fun. adrian was such an angel through out the trip. too good that he got sick cos he was too tired i guess. pity mommy's lil handsome boy.
next trip, will be a longer trip, adrian. surprise! lol this is just to warm u up with the immigration,airplanes and stuff. haha
mommy and daddy will wait until you are big enough to enjoy the trip. then we'll travel around the world.
just us 3!
p.s: pics are in my instagram (@mimizainal)
decided to wrap twentytwelve in our neighboring country, singapore. all i can tell is that, its good to travel to the first world country but it will also cost a hole in your wallet ;)
the experience was fun. adrian was such an angel through out the trip. too good that he got sick cos he was too tired i guess. pity mommy's lil handsome boy.
next trip, will be a longer trip, adrian. surprise! lol this is just to warm u up with the immigration,airplanes and stuff. haha
mommy and daddy will wait until you are big enough to enjoy the trip. then we'll travel around the world.
just us 3!
p.s: pics are in my instagram (@mimizainal)
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